獅子座灰心了。。

灰心了..
沒想到..
這世界上竟然會有這樣的人..

就叫他Mr.X...

为什么讨厌他呢？

每次我和他吵架
因为双方都很好胜
所以可以一直吵下去
难得我为了不想和他吵
就放下自尊
说“算了，不和你吵了”
他竟然
踩多我两脚才“干厌”停下
真叫人不爽！

我最近因为一直筹备与coursmate一起gathering的事
有意见的，就只有这位Mr.X
批评我这个不好那个差
我反问：“那你举办试一下要不要？”
他却说：“没人叫你举办的，自己找工做，自己受苦”
生气+失望
我对他说：“既然我办的酱差，你还是不要来好了，免得你受委屈”
他的回答更夸张：“那我自己做Gathering咯，我们办同一天，来比比看谁的Event更出色！”
我心想：哇塞！还敢威胁我！没关系！不跟你计较！

最后一次和他一起去Gathering
应该是Jogoya的时候
隐约的，偶尔的，
当我望着他时
他都会对我摇头
这证明什么？
我办的差？还是又想批评我？
很想对他大喊：不爽就不要来啦！
灰心了...

还有
这世界上
会为了RM10和我闹翻的人
就只有Mr.X了
真的很无聊！！

这个星期
我在筹备着考试前和考试后的Gathering
不是说很忙啦
只是要Follow up一下下咯
我没邀请到Mr.X
也是很多人知道的事
那有没有人知道为什么我没邀请他呢？

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本来想说
这些事情，藏在心里就好
不用说出去的
痛苦的事，留给自己就好
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事情没有想象中那么简单
开始有谣言了
问题已经不是1+1=2那么简单了
心想：做坏人，就这一次吧
不想理会人家对我的看法了

我知道
当这件事传出去之后
Mr.X将会对号入座
并想要解释与澄清
那让我告诉你
你所做的每一件事，你自己最清楚
不需要否认，也不需要质问
对你这位连“Sorry”都不会说的人
我无话可说

灰心了？非常的
失望了？相当的
安静了，无言了
放下了，负担了

J2M, Signing off

Start of March...

Wow! I was actually NEVER update blog during last month aka FEBRUARY?!
Probably the excuse(s) i will use is :-
1) CNY not free lah (Mahjong!)
2) Valentine day go emo (LOL!)
3) Exam need study (zzz)
4) Project Assignment (wtf?)
5) Internship (Find company~)

Yeah, overall February is a good month for me, compare with January, it was absolutely GOOD! XD

Now March ady wor...

Actually I just found out something, about March...

- My 1st love is having her birthday this month...
Q: So, what shall I do with it? Her birthdate is just unforgettable, I still remember the time she was born (crazy dude... sotplug!). LoL.
What I have to do...?
Give her present? (Omg she's at London now, studying)
Or just simply greet her? (Ya, think I cant fly to London to greet her in front of her face :x)

Then next thing is...

- My 1st love had just broke up...
Q: CHANCE? (Whack myself)
I think, 5 years we never meet each other, since secondary school graduate...
Sometimes, it was just make me smile when I think of her (EEW Whack myself again!)
But, I believe that my 'soulmate' will come to me one day, and live with me for the rest of my life.
So, just let 'Sky' decide (swt... direct translate!)

Now, what shall I do again?

Yeah, still deciding. However, it is for me to know, for you to find out, as always :P

J2M, Signing off.