Miracle..?

I did it..
2 days 2 nights without sleep..
Colourful notes..
Just for her..

Proven a concept..

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ABCDEFG
A Boy Can Do Everything For Girl
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Yet..
It just brought more tears..

I hate myself even more now..
Why am i that stubborn?
Why am i that stupid?

Yes, for a girl i love..
I answered it confidently..
And..
This is what i got now..

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Nothing..
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Now..
I just hope for miracles..
I can't do anything now..
Tired, Exhausted..

But..
What I can do is..
Pray hard for her in final..
Wish her always pink in health..

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To Her,
All the Best.. <3
From Jaymon
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Jaymon
Signing off

Done,,, And for a moment...

Ya, done..
So now..
I have to wait..

And partially I just found out that...

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I need you even more now...
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Perhaps
Things might not be going well along the road

Perhaps
Sometimes quarrel or arguments might happen

Perhaps...

Don't worry
Everything will be very fine
Trust me

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Rating of the day : 7/10
Comment : Still not good enough, but good job, tried your very best.
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Nitez

Jaymon
Signing off

Close2Far?

Em...
So what now...?

The problem is...
Am I doing good enough for now?
Shall I do more? Or not?
I mean, it is like...
50 50...
I don't know =.=

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I'm afraid of failing
seriously...
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Just hopefully everything is going well =)

Jaymon
Signing off

Still not yet...

Not yet..
It is not over yet..
I can do it..!


SWOT Analysis

Well, after few weeks of 'evaluating' myself..
Result is out..
I have a lot weaknesses..
So..
Instead of relying on strengths to cover my weakness..
I should try to improve myself..
Turn weaknesses into strengths..
Ya, that needs time..

And..
A lot threats..
Gosh, this cause headaches..

Opportunities?
Chances are granted, yet I can't use it well..
Always fail myself at the very last second..
Yeah, I can't blame anyone.. Can I?

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To Jaymon,
All the best ya, you can do it!
From Jaymon
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Signing off

Down

Shyt me..
Emo cause of little thing..

Shan't I just act as if nothing happen?
Can't I just enjoy with them?
Does this thing really affect me?
Is there really a need to do this?

I don't know..
I don't want to say 'no'..
I don't want to miss a thing..

But
In the end
I did it
Brilliant
Awesome
Excuses
Nonsense

What am I trying to do now?

I hate them, I hate myself.

Jaymon
Signing off

Flash caught

Awaken by my bro

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These flashes will just make you blind
or deaf
or paralyze you
temporary and indirectly
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Indeed
Doing something without thinking is
Stupid, Immature, Idiotic
It just can't bring you a positive result

Very lucky I have my friends around me
Yours advises and comments
I had received them and taken into account
Thanks again guys and girls

So now...
Study first ._."

Jaymon
Signing off

Tiny Flash #2

So, what should I do?

One thing which I confirm will do is...
Text message.. aka SMS..

But the content..
To be direct? or to be indirect?
To be straight? or turn around a bit?

Well either of it
it doesn't guarantee a higher success rate
not even raising 1% for her to accept me

It is not I have no choices
But this kind of feeling
Somehow drive me crazy

To be honest
I hope she accepts me
Cause u know what?
Feeling wont be wrong..

I can do it, yes.
But shall I do it?
Exam is coming...

I am blank now...

Jaymon
Signing off