It's late..

Just realized..
I was the one who said it first..
That's why..
..

Maybe I should think deeper first before saying it out..
The consequences of losing her..
My days without it..
And.. A lot more..

Trying to cheer myself up..
End up failing myself again..
Yeah, it was me..
The bad guy..

Guess it is all too late after all..
I had made my decision..
I choose to live without it..
And this is what I get..

There's one more thing..
If I choose A, perhaps I lose only 4 person in that game..
But If I choose B, I lose everything in that game..

Never mind..
I knew I need to sacrifice things..
For my own good too..
Being selfish..
And disappear without telling..
That's me..

It's too late after all..
Just keep that question in my heart..
Let it disappear with me..

-Study-