Memory..

Spin.. Spin.. Spin..
Like a Roulette?
Like a Carousel?
Or..?

I have been thinking lots of things recently..
Nothing to think..
Something to think..
Yet, no solution..
Yet, no answer..

'--I want something--'

Now, the concept is clear..
The content is empty..
I want it, yet I dunno why..
I got the reason wanting it, yet I dunno what I want..
A lot of crossroads ahead..

Is there a chance that..
The sandglass flow upward..?
Bring me Back to December (Taylor Swift)..
And enjoy myself..

Be it, laugh or cry..
Tears of sadness or joy..
I like the moments, I just like it..

'--So, Can I Have It? Yes? No?--'

Someone kept telling me..
'It is all over'
No.. It is not..
But now..
I am just someone without anything..
I lost a lot..

Even worse..
At the same time..
When I think about myself..
I think of others too..
What they feel if I do so..?

'--Why Not? and Why Yes?--'

Sweet and bitter memory..
I hate myself..

-Gaming-